I moved into my newest ´home' just over a week ago, and I´m settling in slowly but surely. The place I´m living is definitely part of this learning journey on many levels.
The place I´m in is a house/cat-sit . .. I am looking after 2 cats and the house while their owner goes traveling, although I have not committed to remain until she returns . . . because like me, she doesn´t have a return ticket. I have, however, committed to staying at least until the end of March to provide the animals with some continuity. It appears that is no small deal . . . while one of the cats has warmed to me fairly quickly, the other is far more skittish, and I think needs the longer term stability. New 'sitters' every month will not go over well.
It is still amazing to me that I was offered this opportunity (virtually for free . . . just pay the hydro and cat food) so quickly and that it came together so easily. A powerful reminder that the universe provides and that my old habits of panic and scramble really don´t serve me. So that is powerful lesson number one.
The other powerful learning for me in this place is about what I can really handle, and what I really need in order to live well. When I moved to Cortes . . . and even until I left, I would never have lived in a place this rustic. I was convinced that I needed indoor plumbing, amongst other things, in order to stay sane and live comfortably. I also resisted 'studio' style places, convinced I needed more space.
So here I am, living in a one room shack with no plumbing at all in it. In a space I estimate to be about 6 x 12 or 15 feet I have my bed, a small fridge, a stove and some shelving. Outside, about 10 feet away is my bathroom - it does have running water for the shower and the sink, and a compost toilet. I do dishes another 10 feet away at an outdoor sink setup common here for dishes and laundry.
There is also a beautiful 3 story adobe house right in front of me that is part of the package. . . .but it doesn´t yet have windows, doors or stairs. I could sleep on the top floor if I was willing to do the ladder thing . . . but I´m just not. And nothing of value can go into the house (including plumbing fixtures) until the doors and windows are in, as they will most likely be stolen. I may yet use the space up there for yoga, meditation or sun bathing though . . . as it´s far above any other properties.
The shack itself is charming . . . fully equipped when I arrived with a multitude of spiders webs and nests (4 hours of cleaning later, I believe I have evicted most of them). The walls are boards that almost meet, and the roof is a standard issue Guatemalan tin roof, affixed with heavy rocks holding it down. Essentially, I have a roof as long as no one takes the rock piles. I figure it worked for Katherine for the last 6 years . . . I should be ok. There is one light in the place, but it´s so small that one is plenty. There is no outside light so when I found a string of Christmas lights at the Saturday market (really a community flea market) I bought them and set them up outside so I´d have light to come home to after work.
Now that I´ve cleaned it, added an extra shelf unit that I found under the bed, set up my clothes, added an extra foam and my colourful spread on the bed . . . etc., I´m actually surprisingly comfy here. It´s not supposed to rain at this time of year AT ALL, but it has been in the evenings . . .and I´ve been quite content on the couple that I wasn´t working to curl up with tea, candles and a book. During the day I´m either out or I sit on the porch of the big house to have my tea, eat my meals, read a book or make hoops.
So, I´m not fully sure why I took the place or why I´m so comfortable here. Certainly, the warm climate facilitates some adjustments more easily than the chilly Canadian winter. . . but I know that´s not the whole story. I know that part of it is a readiness to tackle my own 'stuff' around stuff . . . and around comfort . . .and to explore what simplicity can offer me. I´m not against being comfortable (I did bring two pillows with me . . . with NO regrets) . . . .but I do think it´s important for me to know what comfort really is, and to able to live comfortably without needing a lot of the conveniences. Not only is it less expensive, but it´s also easier on the mother . . . the earth is much happier with compost toilets than with the incredible polluting waste of flush toilets. Which is not to say I won´t appreciate having one again . . . just that I´ll make choices with greater awareness and with a wider range of choice about where and how I can live when I get home.
An interesting learning journey this is . . . .indeed.
PS: pictures are up so you can see for yourself! http://picasaweb.google.com/Called2Inspire
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Hi Shoshana,
ReplyDeleteGreat to read a few more updates about your adventures in Gautemala. I was thinking about you yesterday, as my niece, siste, and I were enjoying a dark chocolate peppermink at Mink's chocolate cafe. We think perhaps between the milk chocolate and the marshmallows, it might have been a bit of a sugar overload for my niece! Then again, the chocolaty treat apparently seemed to inspire a math song about decreasing numbers of marshmallows, so there was at least have some redeeming aspects to the experience.
I loved hearing about your new "digs". Were you successful with gently evicting the spiders, or have they decided that they're moving back in as your room-mates?
I am currently going through the "stuff" around my "stuff" with the result that I seem to be doing some kind of packing box shuffle around my room--I unpack things but don't know where I'll put them all, so I reluctantly decide that some will have to go into boxes and eventually into storage once I decide what else I can let go of there in order to make room for a few more boxes. It would be funny if it weren't simultaneously rather disconcerting.... :-( Any tips on how to nudge along that part of ourselves that gets so attached to our "stuff" into a place of reconsidering how much of it we really need to hold onto?
Take care and thanks for the wonderful updates--always redolent with wonderful imagery--about your adventures.
Love and bright blessings,
Sue
Hi Shosh
ReplyDeleteGood to hear that you are well. I see that you are learing the old thing of what I want as to what I need. I can relate on size of living space, but I think mine is smaller. 10X30 icluding all living amenities. Stay dry and bug free.
Uncle Wilg